Blogs

I was just looking through some of the blogs posted on this sight, a lot in another language that I had to pass by . . . and a few that were "SPAM" selling stuff . . . but then there were families, happy families. Posting pictures of their families and new babies, beautiful smiles, and it made me smile to think that there are still happy families out there.

Although I love my family, I dread any holiday get togethers. My Mom is the worst, she creates so much stress . . . rushing, yelling, excited about everything. I dread the get togethers and can't wait to get out of there. I know that one day my Mom, who I love dearly, won't be around. But I am sure that this issue is just another learning experience for me to learn how to NEVER be. I believe this is why I keep a lot of thoughts tied up inside, as I do not want to be like my Mom. (Thank God for Blogs, to get my feelings out!)

This is why I enjoyed looking at the happy families on this blog site . . . tells me there are families out there that are normal. And I hope one day to have a normal holiday get together with my daughter (when she marries and has children), and it is a relaxed, none yelling love fest!